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frances's debut
Posted by xtinebaby at 11:46 PM on October 17, 2004.
october 17th
so last nyt was d debut...shieeeet i had no idea dats how its gonna be. *sigh* whut a night...it was fun but at d same time there was drama..not juz d speech for my friend but there was this other thing too..hmm lets start wit d good stuff first..aww everyone looked oh so pretty. and nice..and d guys looked so gwapo =) ehehehe took lots of pics..d food was greeeeaaat. the performances r good. picture taking was fun.. i wabsh it..and umm of course..the dancing..and dancing..wit friends
aww lots of ppl came..it was fun =) prince and them went there =D i missed those guys..oh yeah and rvin too..and my other friends dat i dont often chill wit..so much kalokohan..i was so tired..hehe got too much attention nung slow dance...bwahahahahaha ryt gurlz? alam nyo naman kung bket..hahaha all eyes on us dba?! hekhekhek..tpos nung modern dance naman pra na kmeng nbabaliw ng mga girlfriends ko sa mga dance steps nmen eh...hehe but it was so much fun tlga..tsaka na-miss ko din eh..dba yung last debut was tenten's which was like 3 months ago or something...so un..we ate dinner...nagspeech..pra sa candles..then yung roses tpos..nanood...nag-mingle around..said my "hi's and hello's" sa mga friends..drank a little =p nah-uh i aint getting drunk again..hahaha so un..i was so happy na d ako uminom ng alcoholic beverage sa debut kagabe..d sober d better..bwahahahaha hay naku..
lets talk about my crazy love life noh..
i never expected him to come..bket kya ganun noh..nung debut ni joyce..hinihintay ko syang dumating..which was like in april..so 6 months ago pa un..tpos nung debut ni tenten naman expect ko din dadating sya coz we had to "work things out" and talk things over..pero ndi rin sya dumating..ngaung wlang wla na akong pakealam sa kanya..nwo dat i have nothing to say to him..ngaun sya pupunta..hehe oh well invited sya eh. lol. but it was good i guess.."friends" daw kme eh..hehe i guess i have to..for d sake of our barkada..cyempre naiipit din cla sa situation..tsaka ang akward din na ndi kme naguusap or nagpapansinan..tulad ng dati..i guess its much better now..atleast kahit papano naguusap kme..and prang normal lang..pero still..d ko pa rin sya matitigan sa mata pag kinakausap nya ko..does dat mean anything? or nahihiya lang tlga ko..well i guess its juz really akward for me..sna lang tlga wlang meaning un noh..coz im really waaaaaaay over him =p..ok na ung ganito khit gustong gusto ko mag-run away from him..lam ko anytime soon im gonna have to face him din dba..d rin kse maiiwasan dahil he's one of the "barkada".. it funny actually..kse prang back to d past kme..yung prang dati..kse he was showing me pics of his wallet tpos tinignan nya rin yung mga pics ng wallet ko..pra tlgang wlang nangyare..prang wla kmeng history.[pero kung alam nyo lang..sobrang sakit ang nangyare samen] prang normal..well except nlang sa pag-iwas ko sa mga titig nya saken..we even took pictures..haha isnt dat weird..pero ok lang..cge post ko d2 pag tapos na...anyways..ang daming guys from my past ha..pra tuloy ako nagbalik sa nkaraan..harharhar. =p yiih ok lang i guess..atleast i was being myself. and nakita tlga nila na i was doing ok..after all dat happened sa past dba. yehey. i showed them. *bleh. so un..mission accomplished!
lets talk about someone else naman..yung other him lolz..ndi sya nkapunta...=( how sad for me ha. kse naman eh! may work pa sya..grabeh..d ko kse tinawagan eh...yun din ang sabi ng friend nya "kaw kse ndi mo tinawagan"..ngaun tuloy pinagsisisihan ko..pero ok lang..i had fun naman kagabe..kya lang kse..2 months ko ng ndi nakikita un eh! miss ko na sya..and alam un ng lahat. =p sna lang alam din nya. hehe pero kse manhid nga un dba. bwahahahaha hay nako..kelan ko kaya makikita un! i wanna chill wit him =( kainis naman..hmmmmm visit ko kya sya sa work..hahaha ang kafal ng mukha ko eh noh. =p joke lang un..d pa naman ako ganun ka desperate hahaha...yiiiiiiiih i wanna see u! pssst! mamang manhid! pa-kiss nga! bwahahahahaha jokes! ano ba yan..everyone's telling me to call u..pero ayoko..kahit miss kita..may pride pa naman to noh. hahahaha hmp. sna kaw nlang nanliligaw saken..instead sa mga taong ndi ko naman gusto..wah wah wah. ang daming signs na nagsasabing tawagan kita..pero i still wont hehehe kaw tumawag saken! =p missing you every bits and pieces..
on d other hand
sa friendship naman tau..hay nako..last nyt was CRAZY huh..had this huge misunderstanding wit my gurlz..grabeh..apology accepted..gen and hanna..lam ko naman iba din ngagawa ng galit eh dba..outburst lang un sabi nga ni hanna..pero ndi rin nila ako masisisi why i cried..kse HELLO? i have feelings too..mga cnabi nyo may effect. mga actions nyo nkakagulat..tsaka napikon na rin ako eh kya nagwalk out ako..sorry frances for US making a scene. dpat we're d ones supposed to be making ur debut fun for u eh..pero nagworry ka pa..kaw pa nagpaka humble and nagsorry..sorry again..anyways..all is forgiven..and kalimutan na nten nangyare...im sorry sa mga nasabi ko..pero kse..u guys have to think..na marunong din ako magalit and mapikon..u kno me..tumatahimik lang ako kahit ayoko mga cnasabi nyo or ginagawa..or pag merong may atraso saken..pero pag napikon nako..cyempre mailalabas ko sama ng loob ko..pero im glad din na we worked it out in like 2 minutes. hahaha hay naku. my friends nga naman..wag na nten un ulitin ha. tnx may and ten for d comfort. c david din. and yeah. bsta sorry for being so stubborn not wanting to go back inside while it was freezing cold outside and all i was wearing was jeans and my backless top. pero atleast after nun nagkabatibati din taung lahat. and again we all accept ur apology..tsaka ndi kme galit sau..u kno dat. grabe ha..nkatingin pa "sya" [its the other other him] hahaha nung nagwalk out ako..kse i was storming out of d building dba..eh he was ryt beside d door..so un..nabagsak ko yta pinto..and halatang galit ako..so un. he asked whut was wrong..naks! pero d ko lang sya pinansin..hay nako..sowee bout dat. shocks. every debut may ganito. waaaaaaaaaaah ayoko na. bwahahahhahaha
yiiiiiiiiih i cant to see d pictures! kse yung isang pic nmen magbabarkada..nsa stairs kme..gumamit tau ng code names noh..hehe c "footsy" .nasa baba..c "king diamonds"naman...nsa taas ko..haha i was in d middle. holy shet ang weird nun ah. at eto pa..pareho pa clang nka longsleeve na polo na kulay blue! tpos black pants..shieeet! hahaha they think alike ha..i wonder kung andun c *beatbox ganun din kaya suot nya..? hahahaha
after d party we went to tim horton's for coffee ofcourse. met new ppl =) new friends yay. =) took more pics there..then sleepover at tenten's house..for d first time =) we didnt sleep actually..we ended up talking and laughing all nyt..we probably fell asleep at around 7am. hahaha and woke up again at like 10:30am..then kwentuhan again..hahahah..i'll continue this tomorrow nlang..kse im sleepy na eh..more stories bout d sleepover and debut =D peash!
so last nyt was d debut...shieeeet i had no idea dats how its gonna be. *sigh* whut a night...it was fun but at d same time there was drama..not juz d speech for my friend but there was this other thing too..hmm lets start wit d good stuff first..aww everyone looked oh so pretty. and nice..and d guys looked so gwapo =) ehehehe took lots of pics..d food was greeeeaaat. the performances r good. picture taking was fun.. i wabsh it..and umm of course..the dancing..and dancing..wit friends
aww lots of ppl came..it was fun =) prince and them went there =D i missed those guys..oh yeah and rvin too..and my other friends dat i dont often chill wit..so much kalokohan..i was so tired..hehe got too much attention nung slow dance...bwahahahahaha ryt gurlz? alam nyo naman kung bket..hahaha all eyes on us dba?! hekhekhek..tpos nung modern dance naman pra na kmeng nbabaliw ng mga girlfriends ko sa mga dance steps nmen eh...hehe but it was so much fun tlga..tsaka na-miss ko din eh..dba yung last debut was tenten's which was like 3 months ago or something...so un..we ate dinner...nagspeech..pra sa candles..then yung roses tpos..nanood...nag-mingle around..said my "hi's and hello's" sa mga friends..drank a little =p nah-uh i aint getting drunk again..hahaha so un..i was so happy na d ako uminom ng alcoholic beverage sa debut kagabe..d sober d better..bwahahahaha hay naku..lets talk about my crazy love life noh..
i never expected him to come..bket kya ganun noh..nung debut ni joyce..hinihintay ko syang dumating..which was like in april..so 6 months ago pa un..tpos nung debut ni tenten naman expect ko din dadating sya coz we had to "work things out" and talk things over..pero ndi rin sya dumating..ngaung wlang wla na akong pakealam sa kanya..nwo dat i have nothing to say to him..ngaun sya pupunta..hehe oh well invited sya eh. lol. but it was good i guess.."friends" daw kme eh..hehe i guess i have to..for d sake of our barkada..cyempre naiipit din cla sa situation..tsaka ang akward din na ndi kme naguusap or nagpapansinan..tulad ng dati..i guess its much better now..atleast kahit papano naguusap kme..and prang normal lang..pero still..d ko pa rin sya matitigan sa mata pag kinakausap nya ko..does dat mean anything? or nahihiya lang tlga ko..well i guess its juz really akward for me..sna lang tlga wlang meaning un noh..coz im really waaaaaaay over him =p..ok na ung ganito khit gustong gusto ko mag-run away from him..lam ko anytime soon im gonna have to face him din dba..d rin kse maiiwasan dahil he's one of the "barkada".. it funny actually..kse prang back to d past kme..yung prang dati..kse he was showing me pics of his wallet tpos tinignan nya rin yung mga pics ng wallet ko..pra tlgang wlang nangyare..prang wla kmeng history.[pero kung alam nyo lang..sobrang sakit ang nangyare samen] prang normal..well except nlang sa pag-iwas ko sa mga titig nya saken..we even took pictures..haha isnt dat weird..pero ok lang..cge post ko d2 pag tapos na...anyways..ang daming guys from my past ha..pra tuloy ako nagbalik sa nkaraan..harharhar. =p yiih ok lang i guess..atleast i was being myself. and nakita tlga nila na i was doing ok..after all dat happened sa past dba. yehey. i showed them. *bleh. so un..mission accomplished!
lets talk about someone else naman..yung other him lolz..ndi sya nkapunta...=( how sad for me ha. kse naman eh! may work pa sya..grabeh..d ko kse tinawagan eh...yun din ang sabi ng friend nya "kaw kse ndi mo tinawagan"..ngaun tuloy pinagsisisihan ko..pero ok lang..i had fun naman kagabe..kya lang kse..2 months ko ng ndi nakikita un eh! miss ko na sya..and alam un ng lahat. =p sna lang alam din nya. hehe pero kse manhid nga un dba. bwahahahaha hay nako..kelan ko kaya makikita un! i wanna chill wit him =( kainis naman..hmmmmm visit ko kya sya sa work..hahaha ang kafal ng mukha ko eh noh. =p joke lang un..d pa naman ako ganun ka desperate hahaha...yiiiiiiiih i wanna see u! pssst! mamang manhid! pa-kiss nga! bwahahahahaha jokes! ano ba yan..everyone's telling me to call u..pero ayoko..kahit miss kita..may pride pa naman to noh. hahahaha hmp. sna kaw nlang nanliligaw saken..instead sa mga taong ndi ko naman gusto..wah wah wah. ang daming signs na nagsasabing tawagan kita..pero i still wont hehehe kaw tumawag saken! =p missing you every bits and pieces..
on d other hand
sa friendship naman tau..hay nako..last nyt was CRAZY huh..had this huge misunderstanding wit my gurlz..grabeh..apology accepted..gen and hanna..lam ko naman iba din ngagawa ng galit eh dba..outburst lang un sabi nga ni hanna..pero ndi rin nila ako masisisi why i cried..kse HELLO? i have feelings too..mga cnabi nyo may effect. mga actions nyo nkakagulat..tsaka napikon na rin ako eh kya nagwalk out ako..sorry frances for US making a scene. dpat we're d ones supposed to be making ur debut fun for u eh..pero nagworry ka pa..kaw pa nagpaka humble and nagsorry..sorry again..anyways..all is forgiven..and kalimutan na nten nangyare...im sorry sa mga nasabi ko..pero kse..u guys have to think..na marunong din ako magalit and mapikon..u kno me..tumatahimik lang ako kahit ayoko mga cnasabi nyo or ginagawa..or pag merong may atraso saken..pero pag napikon nako..cyempre mailalabas ko sama ng loob ko..pero im glad din na we worked it out in like 2 minutes. hahaha hay naku. my friends nga naman..wag na nten un ulitin ha. tnx may and ten for d comfort. c david din. and yeah. bsta sorry for being so stubborn not wanting to go back inside while it was freezing cold outside and all i was wearing was jeans and my backless top. pero atleast after nun nagkabatibati din taung lahat. and again we all accept ur apology..tsaka ndi kme galit sau..u kno dat. grabe ha..nkatingin pa "sya" [its the other other him] hahaha nung nagwalk out ako..kse i was storming out of d building dba..eh he was ryt beside d door..so un..nabagsak ko yta pinto..and halatang galit ako..so un. he asked whut was wrong..naks! pero d ko lang sya pinansin..hay nako..sowee bout dat. shocks. every debut may ganito. waaaaaaaaaaah ayoko na. bwahahahhahaha
yiiiiiiiiih i cant to see d pictures! kse yung isang pic nmen magbabarkada..nsa stairs kme..gumamit tau ng code names noh..hehe c "footsy" .nasa baba..c "king diamonds"naman...nsa taas ko..haha i was in d middle. holy shet ang weird nun ah. at eto pa..pareho pa clang nka longsleeve na polo na kulay blue! tpos black pants..shieeet! hahaha they think alike ha..i wonder kung andun c *beatbox ganun din kaya suot nya..? hahahaha
after d party we went to tim horton's for coffee ofcourse. met new ppl =) new friends yay. =) took more pics there..then sleepover at tenten's house..for d first time =) we didnt sleep actually..we ended up talking and laughing all nyt..we probably fell asleep at around 7am. hahaha and woke up again at like 10:30am..then kwentuhan again..hahahah..i'll continue this tomorrow nlang..kse im sleepy na eh..more stories bout d sleepover and debut =D peash!
October 14th, 2004
snow.
Posted by xtinebaby at 04:18 PM on October 14, 2004.
aw its snowing. i hate ugly winter..anyways..i was late again todai. papatayin nako ng teacher ko..=p had lunch at hanna's place...then T.A...then english..then spare na..so i took d bus home..
yiiiiiiiih ceyz debut's in 2 days...and i dont have a dress yet. hahaha deng! im desperate..i have to look my best! haha coz yah..."people" are gonna be there..3 weeks ago, i thought i wanted to impress ppl...ppl who hurt me..ppl who likes me..ppl who took me for granted..and now..i kno the person who i wanted to impress was really..me.. haha i was so excited and now im scared to go..*sigh* its gonna be a night of my past..present and future.. ewwwww so akward..haha juz gotta be more confident. it'll be fun. haha hmm ano kaya mangyayare dun..dami tao..lalu na mga nainvolve saken andun..pati yung ngaun..tsaka yung "coming soon" na rin..hehhe jokes lang.. bsta importante..have fun wit friends dba. who cares kung andun cla?! hehehe sabi nga ni tenten.."tine-tine dba 10 ppl sa isang table? so dun ka nlang..tpos cna *toot* and *toot* ang mga kasama mo sa isang table..pra kang last supper nun ah..lahat ng mga lalake mo ka-table mo" sabay tawa ng malakas..hehehe
this should be interesting..ew ang akward promise! hehe post ko nlang pics d2 after ng debut so YOU'd see how it turned out..hahaha k lang bsta ba moved on na lahat dba..hmmp..gotta be matapang..i cant let dat ruin my night..juz ignore them. hehe awww i cant though..ayokong cnasabihang snob. i guess i have to talk to them no matter whut..haaaaay wish me luck! hahahah wish ko lang andun c *beatbox ko pra naman kahit papano..kahit mdami asungot eh...complete pa rin ang gabi ko..hehehe aww i miss him..
yiiiiiiiiiih! i dont kno whut makes me miss u this much.
grabe ka naman kse sa kamanhidan mo eh..hehehe tusukin kita ng karayom ha. tignan nten kung may ma-feel ka..hehehe cant wait to see u..nice ka kse eh..sobrang gentleman pa..*sigh* and lahat ng friends ko..boto sau! hehehe bihira un mangyare ha! lol..dati laging cnasabing "wag sya"..tpos nung ikaw na.."yiih cge cya nlang..mabait yan..ligawan mo na kse!" haha ako pa gusto nilang manligaw sau..lol..naks!
yay we're gonna go clubbin after d debut.
.this should be fUn. kasama c beatbox ko eh! hehehehe juz a lil code name ryt thurr..anyways..sleeping over at hanna's house..*woot* wlang tulugan to nyan..shiiiet!
anyways...gotta start packing now...moving on d 16th =) niiiiiiice.
yiiiiiiiih ceyz debut's in 2 days...and i dont have a dress yet. hahaha deng! im desperate..i have to look my best! haha coz yah..."people" are gonna be there..3 weeks ago, i thought i wanted to impress ppl...ppl who hurt me..ppl who likes me..ppl who took me for granted..and now..i kno the person who i wanted to impress was really..me.. haha i was so excited and now im scared to go..*sigh* its gonna be a night of my past..present and future.. ewwwww so akward..haha juz gotta be more confident. it'll be fun. haha hmm ano kaya mangyayare dun..dami tao..lalu na mga nainvolve saken andun..pati yung ngaun..tsaka yung "coming soon" na rin..hehhe jokes lang.. bsta importante..have fun wit friends dba. who cares kung andun cla?! hehehe sabi nga ni tenten.."tine-tine dba 10 ppl sa isang table? so dun ka nlang..tpos cna *toot* and *toot* ang mga kasama mo sa isang table..pra kang last supper nun ah..lahat ng mga lalake mo ka-table mo" sabay tawa ng malakas..hehehe
this should be interesting..ew ang akward promise! hehe post ko nlang pics d2 after ng debut so YOU'd see how it turned out..hahaha k lang bsta ba moved on na lahat dba..hmmp..gotta be matapang..i cant let dat ruin my night..juz ignore them. hehe awww i cant though..ayokong cnasabihang snob. i guess i have to talk to them no matter whut..haaaaay wish me luck! hahahah wish ko lang andun c *beatbox ko pra naman kahit papano..kahit mdami asungot eh...complete pa rin ang gabi ko..hehehe aww i miss him..
yiiiiiiiiiih! i dont kno whut makes me miss u this much.
grabe ka naman kse sa kamanhidan mo eh..hehehe tusukin kita ng karayom ha. tignan nten kung may ma-feel ka..hehehe cant wait to see u..nice ka kse eh..sobrang gentleman pa..*sigh* and lahat ng friends ko..boto sau! hehehe bihira un mangyare ha! lol..dati laging cnasabing "wag sya"..tpos nung ikaw na.."yiih cge cya nlang..mabait yan..ligawan mo na kse!" haha ako pa gusto nilang manligaw sau..lol..naks!yay we're gonna go clubbin after d debut.
.this should be fUn. kasama c beatbox ko eh! hehehehe juz a lil code name ryt thurr..anyways..sleeping over at hanna's house..*woot* wlang tulugan to nyan..shiiiet! anyways...gotta start packing now...moving on d 16th =) niiiiiiice.
October 13th, 2004
fall..
Posted by xtinebaby at 05:24 PM on October 13, 2004.
aw its fall already...so cold.
.but its my favorite season..i dunno maybe bcoz it looks romantic when everything is yellow. haha didnt do much todai..xcept for school..and d adventures of me and tenten haha last nyt was crazy though...went to drop off mae2 then we went to polo using our ghetto car..hahaha dat was some adventure..haha t'was fun..=D waaaaaaaah i cant find a friggin dress for ceyz debut which reminds me..its getting close..aw i hate it. gotta find a dress...hmmmmm where at? i hate winnipeg for not having enough stores. bleh =p
*highlight of d day*
"wag na taung mag escalator..patay na c superman so lets take d stairs" bwahahaha
whuts on my mind...
`walked home from school..i like walking..it gives me time to think about things..different kinds of things dat bugs me sometimes..feeling kinda lost lately..prang wlang patutunguhan kind of feeling..ack! drama drama drama..anyways gotta avoid certain ppl..funny how u let them be friends wit u again after whut they did to u..but whut difference does it make? it juz makes it all akward again...y not juz pretend we dont kno each other? i honestly dont wanna be involve wit u in any way..not anymore..i hate issues..i hate when ppl teases us..dont u?! i hate akwardness...=/ i guess we cant be friends again after all dat..its too much to handle..u kno after all this time..i still cant look you in d eye..even saying a simple hi to you is so hard for me to do. maybe im scared of rejection again.. im juz gonna keep my distance kayy? dont wanna even put myself through dat again..so im gonna avoid being close to u. it was so hard without u.
.and now im used to it...so dont even try to come back..not even as a friend..*sigh* hope u understand my being a snob. u kno im not like dat. im juz trying to keep myself from falling again, before i even start...
.but its my favorite season..i dunno maybe bcoz it looks romantic when everything is yellow. haha didnt do much todai..xcept for school..and d adventures of me and tenten haha last nyt was crazy though...went to drop off mae2 then we went to polo using our ghetto car..hahaha dat was some adventure..haha t'was fun..=D waaaaaaaah i cant find a friggin dress for ceyz debut which reminds me..its getting close..aw i hate it. gotta find a dress...hmmmmm where at? i hate winnipeg for not having enough stores. bleh =p*highlight of d day*
"wag na taung mag escalator..patay na c superman so lets take d stairs" bwahahaha
whuts on my mind...
`walked home from school..i like walking..it gives me time to think about things..different kinds of things dat bugs me sometimes..feeling kinda lost lately..prang wlang patutunguhan kind of feeling..ack! drama drama drama..anyways gotta avoid certain ppl..funny how u let them be friends wit u again after whut they did to u..but whut difference does it make? it juz makes it all akward again...y not juz pretend we dont kno each other? i honestly dont wanna be involve wit u in any way..not anymore..i hate issues..i hate when ppl teases us..dont u?! i hate akwardness...=/ i guess we cant be friends again after all dat..its too much to handle..u kno after all this time..i still cant look you in d eye..even saying a simple hi to you is so hard for me to do. maybe im scared of rejection again.. im juz gonna keep my distance kayy? dont wanna even put myself through dat again..so im gonna avoid being close to u. it was so hard without u.
.and now im used to it...so dont even try to come back..not even as a friend..*sigh* hope u understand my being a snob. u kno im not like dat. im juz trying to keep myself from falling again, before i even start...